Looked through my old blog.
& I realised I do type like a TWIITX when I'm in sec 2.
Lol. I used "Haizx","Miie","Ryte" & I do type like
"HaHa, HoW's EvErYoNe?"
Looking back, I do wonder how much time did I waste typing the words
with double "ii' , & typing one letter Capital Letter, the other one small letter.
Guess its just part & parcel of growing up.

In the past, when I see her(someone whom I really treated as a best friend in the past) post
saying that she hate this person blah blah blah.
I start to think if Im the person this person is posting about.
Then I'll start to think, have I let her down or something.
I will try to treat her better , scared that she won't friend me anymore.
Most of the times, She will say that, "You know, i hate this girl. She's sucha bitch ."
But when she sees the girl, she will talk to her like nothing happen.
She told me alot of things, gossips,her realtionships, her everything.
Which I suppose is totally made up by her .
She can be a scipt writer someday. Duh.
She bad-mouthed others in front of me,
& I sure she did bad-mouthed me in front of others.
But I choose to feign ignorance.
She did bully me , & I'm like sucha naive girl thinking that if I
give in to everything she says, she will definitely treat me good.
But I was way W-R-O-N-G.
My parents do tell me that this friend is not worthy .
I ignored their advice cause Im afraid I will lose
this so-called- friend.
& that yr wasn't a good year for me.

Fortunately, I woke up one day.
Why should I care about your feelings if you don't care about mine?
I don't need a friend like you. I can always make new friends.
I'm happy that I left you early, if not I will become a person like you.
After leaving you, I did make some good friends which are way better than you.
& I'm so relieved now.
I'm not going to hate you, I should thank you instead.
You're the one who made me grow up & let me see how cruel this society is.
I'm now stronger than ever.
Those who were with you before says that we are blind, & I totally agree.
Everyone hates you, but we chose to stay with you.
I feel so "EEWW' now thinking back.

Im enjoying my life now, with those real friends who won't bad-mouthed you at your back.
& I nvr want you back in my life.
Cause I don't need you anymore.
& Im so over you. Biatch

(: