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My father is coming back tonight. (:

我知道 .
我了解.
我明白.

我体谅.
我接受.
我都不怪你.

我慢慢的对我周遭感到厌倦.
觉得我的世界只有黑白两色.
真希望有人能把色彩带进我的世界.

我很想知道你过得好不好,因为我不好.

难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过

难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过

难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过

难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过

难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过 难过

Don't really know what to blog.
Well, I went Bugis ytd.
Bought a pair of ear studs for like $1.60, cause its 3 for $5.
I bought 1 pair, & joan bought 2.




Anyway, this video is for all Mike He's fan.
See him act as "Rainie Yang."

Watching 惡作劇2吻 now.
I think the first one is nicer?
):

Im hooked to the show 鬥牛·要不要.
That's the reason why I didn't blog ytd.
Was watching the show .Lol

Im falling in love with Mike He again. Haha
Hebe is very cute. Love her.

爱来过- S.H.E

我看不開 也放不開 因為我曾見過愛情真的盛開
我要等待 一直等待 等那一個夜晚從回憶回來

當你擁抱著我 那一瞬間 我像飛到空中
而當我緩緩降落 我不再是我 我有了夢 我在夢中

愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼凶 歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過
連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容
愛來過 讓我完整過 幸福過 怎麼能 輕易就放他走
我不想解脫 我祇怕錯過 我就是要等你回來愛我

寂寞喧嘩 我不害怕 因為我只聽得見對你的牽掛
世界很大 會容得下 我這小小傻傻頑固的信仰

你有沒有過承諾 我已忘了 那已不重要了
反正我都會守候 在夢中守候 我最唯一最美的夢

愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼凶 歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過
連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容
愛來過 讓我完整過 幸福過 怎麼能 輕易就放他走
我不想解脫 我祇怕錯過 我就是要等你回來

如果需要動用奇蹟來召喚回你 就讓淚蒸發 下成雪花
和我一起在愛中被融化

愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼凶 歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過
連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容
愛來過 讓我完整過 幸福過 怎麼能 輕易就放他走
我不想解脫 我祇怕錯過 我就是要等你回來愛我

愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼凶 歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過
連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容
愛來過 讓我完整過 幸福過 怎麼能 輕易就放他走
我不想解脫 我祇怕錯過 我就是要等你回來愛我

Alright , got to prepare.
Going bugis later (:

Alright, went JB ytd.
Went to 3 shopping centers ytd, they are City Square, Palangi(don't know the real spelling) & I don't know the last shopping centre name. Haha.
Have a good buy I should say.
Bought 2 pairs of shoes, 1 top, 1 nail polish, 1 braclet & some
more things for like RM 130+ only?
Totally felt like a rich tai-tai ytd. Lol

My small aunt bought a Carlo Rino bag which I think is quite chio for $160+.
My mum bought a Balenciaga bag for$70-$80. The bag is having 50% offer.

Had our lunch at Kenny Rogers Roasters.
The food is so-so.
After shopping for some time, went to Palangi & continue to shop. Haha
Had The Coffee Bean there which I think is cheaper there?
& I saw Secret Recipe there.
Was quite shocked actually.

Shopped & bought a lot of newyear goodies .
Time flies when you're enjoying.
Soon it is time for our dinner, went to kopitiam(whatever you call it) & had char kway tiao.
4rm for one plate , which is equivalent to $1.70+ & it has loads of clam inside. I love it. Haha.
Ordered stingray & Fried Oyster egg(Lol, suddenly forgot the name of the dish.)

Then took my uncle's car back to s'pore & home sweet home.

& I've just submitted the JAE form.

Alright gotten back my results,
was expecting myself to score better.
I did done better than my prelims, but its not my ideal score.

So I called my mother ytd, telling her my mark.
Im waiting for her to scold me.
But she did not scold me or what, I think she's pretty satisfied with my result.
Well, my aunts congratulated her cause I DID pass my O's.
My mother is afraid that I failed my O's or what.
My father called from New Zeland to ask abt my results(see how nervous he is.)
Well, he also think I done quite well.
I think I have dissapointed my parents so many times, so now I've successfully passed my O's
& shld be able to get in business-related course. They are pretty happy for me.
They once told me that "I do not ask too much of you, I just want you to get into poly."

I slept at ard 1am.
Can't seem to get to slp.
Not because Im too happy or too sad.
Im a lil dissapointed in myself , esp my humanities.
I scored a D7, which is like DUH.
But for my eng, I did managed to get a B3.
I also don't knw how I score a B for my eng.
I failed my eng like throughout my whole sec4.

I got an A2 for chinese, luckily I did improve by one grade.
Passed my amaths & f&n, which I was quite surprised.
Got B for Science & EMaths.

Well, I start to go online to check on the courses.
Was a lil disheartened that the course I want need to have Low COP & still need to
include the stupid humanities.
Im most probably going to end up in Republic poly.
Actually I find RP more & more interesting now.

Shall try my luck at NP & SP first.


& Im going M'sia tmr. (:

Alright, I wasn't feeling anything until I go & checked the courses at NP website.
The thought of getting my result tmr got me cold feet again.
I swear this is the first time I'm getting so worked up over some piece of paper
which are very precious to me.
This determines my future, my career, my everything.
Now I know how my seniors felt . ):

But hey, I'm not the only one who is nervous right?
There are 157 wsss students who are also nervous right?
For tmr, it's either I will look super calm or I will do things which I will not do usually.
I'm quite an extreme person. Lol

Those who have work hard for the O's, you deserve the good results.
For this O's, I did put in my effort & I want to see how would I fare.
If my result isn't really up to my standard, I can only say I really put in a lot of effort. (:
Actually I aimed to score 15 & below.
13 & below would be better, so that I will have higher chance of getting into NP Business course.
I don't think I can score 10marks in my whole life, so I'm giving up on Tourism. ):

If worst comes to worst, I can still join Nursing right?
The COP is 25.



26 hours to getting result.....

I want to be a mutant or someone with special power.
& my special power will be able to turn bad into good.
& I will first use this on my O levels result(: if it's not up to my standard.

& ytd I saw a show call "101 Things Taken Out from Human Body".
I think it's the last episode or something, cause next week channel 5 will be showing
other show at the 11pm time-slot.
The show had too much GORE.
I was like eew-ing throughout the show, Lol.
& I'm watching it alone.
So the feeling is like you got so many comments to make & you have no one to talk to.

Yvonne came to my hse ytd to do her PW.
Chat with her for some time.
& I was saying that next time we meet , you won't know what I'm talking abt
& vice-versa lah.
Cause she's most probably going to JC,& I'm going to Poly.
We are going to be seperated for the first time, Laugh-Out-Loud.
We went to the same pri & sec sch, so we are going to be seperated now ):
Haha, I'm getting so emotional now.

& I realised that I have the most colourful nick now.(:

2 more days to getting results.................


內疚 - 許美嫻
不断的摸索自己 企图改变一些叹息
我知道你对我的期许 是将来眼光的抵御
你今日无助的词句 都带着明日的讯息
我知道你对我的心意 而我就是有心无力
我还有什么可以给你，我不断的问自己。
我不断的想，不断的在找寻。。。。。。
Chrous
我知道你一直都辛苦 为我默默地付出
就算流泪也不承认你哭 我是身在福中不知福
所以我用尽我的全部 来告诉你我没有认输
还有什么可以给你 我的爹娘我的父母
还有什么可以给你 我的爹娘我的父母

拥有 - 何嘉莉
看不到你眼里的泪滴
　　却听到你坚强的呼吸
　　多少汗水和多少经历
　　也听不到你疲惫的喘气
　　
　　你跨出的脚步越是艰辛
　　我们的心就更加的靠近
　　就这样傻傻的继续前进
　　剩下的只能听天由命
　　
　　我们什么都没有
　　也没有轻易的低头
　　我们什么都没有
　　也没有放弃的念头
　　
　　不管路要怎么走
　　不管是谁牵着谁的手
　　只要我们的心
　　紧紧相扣我们就什么都拥有

I like songs produced by Jack Neo. ^^

Results will be out on 24 Jan?
Wow, in 3 days time, it will concern my Life & Death.
Lol.
Hope I can really really really really do well.
Starting to feel the pressure on me again.

The date should be confirmed, cause it is posted out today by MOE.
http://www.moe.gov.sg/press/2008/pr20080121.htm
Visit for more info. (:
Im really scared now, cause I don't really know how will I fare.
Why can't the result just be released today?
Then I'll not need to worry for another 3 days.
Ahhhhhhh............

The most scariest part is going to the hall(or should i rename it as HELL?).
Cause the principal will start talking abt the overall results .
I hate it. Boo-hoo.
My hands & feet is starting to get cold now.
I mean it, really.
Woo~

I don't think I can get to slp these few days.
Ahhh, there's this unknown fear in my mind.
Someone please help me. Lol

Anyway, My stomach cramp is killing me.
Damn it.

& lastly , last episode for The Golden Path today.
Gotta watch it.
I think Huang Kai Jie is going to die.
& maybe Jing Long too. Who knows?


Ah, Im really scared.
But everyone has to go through it at least once, right?

Have you ever sit down & think about the mistakes you made throughout your life?
I did. & I realised most of the mistakes can be avoided if you think & then act.
So why make the mistake if it can be avoided?
So, think before you act. (:

I wanna get good results for my O's.
I wanna get into Np.
I wanna see all my friends filled with joy when they recieve their results.
If there's tears, that will be tears of joy.

I love my blogskin.
I love hearts.

Alright, I spent my day with Joan(again.) ytd.
She must be tired of seeing me almost everyday. Haha
Had Breakfast&Lunch with her.
& she keep on crapping throughout the day.
Lol.

& Im currently very addicted to 黄金路 .
This show is so unpredictable, I should say.
Mediacorp makes a handful of nice dramas this few yrs & make me stick onto
the TV when the show starts.
& I love the Theme song by 迷路兵 in 黄金路.


学会去爱 就不会迷路 .

Went to The Cathay ytd to catch "One Missed Call".

My father is in New Zeland now.

My father is flying to New Zeland tmr, & will be coming back on 31 Jan.
Which is like 17 days?
& I'm going shopping with my mother tmr, which means leaving my father at home alone.
We are so bad!
Instead of acc him, we 2 women go out shopping. Lol

Anway, I find Chris Brown getting HOTTER & HOTTER nowadays.
Im melting. Lol

Had a great dinner ytd as we were celebrating my grandma's birthday.
I'm so freaking fat now, yet I still can't stop eating. ):

There's this movie called Unrest which my uncle says its very disgusting?
As they use real corpse in the show. Wooo~

getting my results soon~ Wish me luck. (:


One Love - Blue

Deleted my previous post accidentally.
Thank God it wasn't a long post with a lot of pics.

Had not been updating my blog frequently these few days.
I've nothing interesting to blog too.
So why bore all of you?

I got so emo just now listening to Parrot by HowL.
I can't understand the lyrics, but there's this unknown feeling
which just overwhelmed me.
Had been replaying the song for full 1 hour.

Just So You Know is another song which I can
never get tired listening to it.
This song keeps on playing in my head too.

Anyway went SP open hse ytd.
I'm starting to think that it's quite good .
Worth considering.

Ytd , my mother went bugis temple there to see how her fortune is like.
The person say my mother got luck, alot of luck.
My father & I nvr go with my mother to bugis,
but the person knows my father & my characters very well, I mean Super well.
The person knws Im quiet, sometimes active. But most of the time, I quiet.
This is so true.
The person says I'll listen to my parents, but like to spend money(haha, super true).
& how did the person knows I got pluck my eyebrows & buy makeups all that?
Scary hor.
Everything she says is spot on.
She says my character is like my father, which is seriously hell-yeah.
Spooky.

At night, my uncle want to scan something.
So i connect the scanner to my comp, as I've not been using it for some time.
Everything gone hay-wire or what.
Can't scan & print out.
Then my mother started to scold me.
It's like she is so unreasonable can.
I did not do anything to the scanner & she says I'm the one who is at fault.
Like hey, its like I don't even have a gun & you accused me of shooting that person.
Completely makes no sense right?

After 10mins, she started to talk to me nicely,
probably realised that she can't blame me for that.
But I was super pissed off & I don't want to talk to her.
I hate unreasonable ppl, esp parents.
Thinking they are always right.
Setting up the scanner does'nt mean I'm the one who spoil it.
My father was a lil pissed off, I don't know is at me or the scanner.
But he did not scold me, & I was surprised. Very.
In the past, he would get pissed off even for the minor things.
I think he changed a lot, as in for the better.

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY

Met up with Joan ytd at the same place.
Took bus which is considered crowded at that time.
Walked ard orchard to kill time . Lol
Before taking my phone, both of us went to starbucks to slack.
Shared coffee with her.
Sat for ard 1hr+ then go up to the service center to collect my phone.

After collecting my phone, went to one shop to see a cute guy.
Since joan don't want to let others know which shop the guy is in , I shall not spoil the fun too.
But I was the one who brought her there okay. Haha
She should thank me, & she see the cute guy for a super long time.
Ask her to go to other shop, she don't want to leave the shop siah.
Lol

We went Heeren to take neos.
It's been don't know 32532238560906 years since I took neo prints,
We were like stoning , cause too long never take then don't know what to do.
Luckily the pictures came out okay.
Can't scan in the neo prints.
Think there's something wrong with my scanner.):

Our last stop was John Little.
We spent all our vouchers there.
I'm happy , bought 2 sets of bra & the colour of the bra are very chio.
Haha.
Girls, if you wanna buy bra(comes with hipster) , buy now at John little.
2 for $29.
Cheap hor.

After that, took bus home.
& we stood all the way to BP.
My legs are very tired .
Once I reach home, I dump my bag and shopping bags on the floor & immediately
collapse onto the sofa. Hah

Watched Goong at 11.30pm.
Omg, I love the show so much although it's my second time watching it. (:

Going town later.
Quite sian I shld say.
If its not going to collect my phone, I will stay at home & watch HK series.
My father bought 2 new shows.
I'm going to watch it soon. ^^
& I still have to trouble Joan to go town with me again. Paiseh ah.

We both have Robinsons/John Little/ Marks & spencers Voucher.
So I suppose that we can only buy things from these 3 places.
The rest will be just window shopping.
& I told joan on wed that we are going to shop ard the whole orchard.
Lol.

Hope it don't rain today.
Nobody likes shopping on a rainy day right?
If I'm at home, then I hope it rains.
So I don't need to switch on the fan.
Save electricity. Hah

Alright I'm going to bath now.
Bye.

2nd post of the day cause I'm so freaking bored lah.

Paralyze - Tila Tequila

Na Na Na
Every time you messed with my head (nanana)
All the things you did and you said (nanana)
See my scars spell out your name and, you’re paralyzing me (nanana)
Every time you left me behind (nanana)
All these tears are no longer mine (nanana)
Because you took it all away and, you're paralyzing me

Memories, they fall apart, whenever you're inside my head
Take my tears, they say a lot, since you're the one who put them there
When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found
But, I still hung on, just hoping for, my love to come around

[Chorus:]
Na Na Na
Every time you messed with my head (nanana)
All the things you did and you said (nanana)
See my scars spell out your name and, you’re paralyzing me (nanana)
Every time you left me behind (nanana)
All these tears are no longer mine (nanana)
Because you took it all away and, you're paralyzing me

I miss those times when things were simple, and you’re heart was mine
I just don’t understand how you could throw it all away
When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found
But I still hung on, just hoping for my love to come around

[Chorus:]
Na Na Na
Every time you messed with my head (nanana)
All the things you did and you said (nanana)
See my scars spell out your name and, you’re paralyzing me (nanana)
Every time you left me behind (nanana)
All these tears are no longer mine (nanana)
Because you took it all away and, you're paralyzing me

Look up in the sky.
It’s a bird, it’s a plane.
Naw it's just me again, cryin' in the rain.
I can't figure out why I feel so ashamed.
You pushed me so hard, that i feel so insane.
Every time I’d cry you ain't wipe my eyes.
Whenever i was scared you weren't by my side.
The only thing it did was it made me wild.
So I guess it's all good cause it kept me alive.

When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found
But I still hung on, just hoping for my love to come around

[Chorus:]
Na Na Na
Every time you messed with my head (nanana)
All the things you did and you said (nanana)
See my scars spell out your name and, you’re paralyzing me (nanana)
Every time you left me behind (nanana)
All these tears are no longer mine (nanana)
Because you took it all away and, you're paralyzing me

Today's the first day of school for the whole singapore student.
Those who are taking O levels this yr, I think the teacher will be
talking about O levels on the 1st day of school.
Cause the teachers wanted us to start studying for O lvls on the first day of school.
which is quite scary uh.
Imagine going to school on the first day & teachers start talking abt O lvls all that.
Eeew. Lol
This is what our first day of school is like.

Actually I miss going to school.
At least you've got your friend with you throughout the 7-8 hrs.
I miss running down to the canteen once the bell for recess rings.
I miss the time crapping with friends.
I miss the time when the whole class stays united.
I miss playing badminton during PE .
I miss having group discussion in class.
I miss.......

I've my holiday for about 2 months, & I will sure gain some weight.
So I wanted to see if I can fit into my school uniform anot.
Fortunately , Yes.
I still can fit in!

Lol. I think I've been eating a lot in this 2 mths.
Esp when you're going overseas, you'll sure gain weight.
Every year when I came back from overseas, I think I gain 1 kilo or so.
Except for pri 5.
I lost like 2-3 kg?
The breakfast in the hotel sucks okay.
Bun & porridge for 5 freaking days .
I think this is kind of good for me lah.
Cause I was much more fatter during my pri 5-6 .
I look like a ..... 30-40 yr old woman.
That's what my mother say.

I've been fat since I was a child.
Cause I ate double the amount compared to other children.
Scary hor.
But as I grew up , my appetite become smaller & smaller.
Don't knw why my size keeps on getting bigger & bigger.
Maybe till I die, I'm still a fat person who has not been thin for at least 1 time in my life.
Lol

& later I'm going to eat chocolate fondue.
Ohmygod.

Happy New Year to all.
(:

My hp sort of DIE ytd.
Nothing appears on the screen but it's still running.
My parents are taking it to Taka to have it fixed,
but don't know is it open today anot cause it's a public holiday today.
If it's not open, I'm going to Taka tmr to have it fixed.

Anyway, I have like eaten 4 cakes in Dec [3 of them are for my birthday],
& it's all from my cousin or aunt.
I didn't pay for any of them.
After eating so many cakes,
I feel that I should buy a cake for them today as most of them
will be coming to my grandma hse.
My parents will be buying the cake , while i fork out the money. Lol
Let this cake be a HAPPY NEW YEAR cake. Haha

I think I'm having chocolate fondue tmr, I hope.





I sort of dislike you more & more.
Don't know why, but I think its because of your words .