Now , I shall stop writing those words that depicts HATRED.
Learn to accept, Forgive & Forget.
I can't hate my parents(well, my mother).
They are the one who got me into this word. (I know this sound so unlike me.)

Since you want me to do this, I shall do as you say.
Im tired of being rebellious, it's easier to do things you tell me to do.
Tired of all those meaningless arguements, we get nothing out of it.

Alright, my mood hasn't been good these few days, lots of up&down.
Need some time to sort out my feelings.
So, for this few days, I decided to take a mini break.
Shall stop blogging.
Maybe I will be back in 3 days?
1 wk?
2wks?
Not sure.
But I promise , I will be fine real soon.

In the meanwhile, please help to keep my tagboard alive.
Thanks.

Im afraid one day, I might die of loneliness.

Labels: Mini Hiatus

我现在是气到.......... 气到 ........气到爆!

I still don't think Im in the wrong.
You grounded me, don't allow me to shop online , you stop me
from doing everything I like.
How I wish I can turn 21 NOW.
In this way , I can make decision without going through your consent or whatever.

%(^$)^#)#@%#@($)^)#$)$#(%#(@%#(@%(^)$@)%$#^($($#()^$)%

I don't like to be control by anyone.
Even if you're someone close to me.
Now, you're doing something very stupid & it makes no sense.
By doing all that, you think I'll be good?
Hell NO.
You will just make me more rebellious.

Oh my, I feel like throwing things now.
Grrrr.........
My mood is now like %&$@#.
Now I understand why those angry ppl like to punch the wall all that.


我现在是还是气到 ~

Anyway, I sawb this top.
Considering to buy it too.

Most probably the red one.
This top is from http://www.orangebear.com.tw/
There's plenty of nice clothes there. (:


Woke up early this morning, made my coffee like I always do.
Then it hit me from nowhere, everything I feel about me and you.
The way you kiss me crazy, baby you're so amazing.

Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.

I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known.
But the way that I'm feeling, makes me realize that it can't be wrong.
You're love's like a summer rain, washing my doubts away.

Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.

It's only been a week, but it's coming over me.
It's making me believe that you're the one for me.

Seven days and seven nights of thunder,
The waters rising and I'm slipping under.
I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. [x4]

Labels: 气到 ..........

Some say love, It is a river,
That drowns the tender ring,
Some say love, It is a razor,
That leads your sould to bleed,
Some say love, It is a hunger,
And endless aching need,
I say love, It is a flower,
And you its only seen,

It's the heart, Afraid of breaking,
That never, Learns to dance,
It's the dream, Afraid of waking,
That never, Takes the chance,
It's the one, Who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to be,
And the soul, Afraid of dying,
That never, Learns to live,

And the night, Has been too lonely,
And the rode, Has been too long,
And you feel, That road is only,
For the lucky, And the strong,
Just remember, In the winter,
Far beneath, The bitter snow,
Lies a seed, That with the suns love,
In the spring, Becomes a rose

The U weekly mag says that Capricorn will have misunderstanding with the family.
& yeah, it happened to me.
WTFH.

Can't be bothered .
I don't see anything wrong with that.
I don't feel like going out today.
That's all.

Im not gonna let this affect my mood.


无聊 话题单调 月亮半照 沙滩野岛
你坐那么远 好像我是恐龙 会把你吃掉

浮躁 你不知道 还好大雨 忽然狂浇
我们都湿了 在屋棚下你我 两个人
为了避雨 凑巧拥抱

* 我的心速在狂飙 我的体温在升高
你轻轻将我拥在怀抱 说你是个木头 但也蠢不了
我的脸烘烘闪耀 隐约在发出讯号
两颗心刹那找到依靠 我可以无条件为爱沉溺病倒
来换取游乐园 终身免费门票

% 摇 我的爱在动摇
你的爱会替我撑腰 感觉轻飘飘
特别是你 胡渣 浓密菱角
娇 像一只波斯猫
得意撒娇忘形奔跑 我四处乱逃
你的爱 随传随到 有你在
我可以放心摔倒

Repeat * %

口号 有人在叫 睁开双眼 我在床脚
你温柔体贴 良药一口口嚼 我吞下去
全是爱的味道



Love this song.
From SPOP!
Support Singapore Music(:

I think alot.
It's because Im all alone at home , & I've no one to talk to.
& I can't be watching TV shows or sleep the whole day.
So I'll start thinking about everything.
Friends, studies, family, myself.....

So , usually if you see me with my emotionless face,
its because I'm deep in my thougths.
Not emo or what.
Cause alot of ppl say Im emo. Like DUH.
If Im emo, I will isolate myself from others, & most probably,
I will stay in my room until my mood gets better.

So you all shld say I've a lot of matters on my mind.
Being all alone at home doesn't feel good.
It feels so bad, you know?

So I think the reason I don't really talk much to
those ppl Im not familiar with is because of Im all alone at home.
Im used to keep quiet all day until my parents came back for work.
You know, like freaking 11hours?
So this explains why Im usually quiet except with my girlfriends.

Call me anti-social or what, I DON'T CARE.



最長的電影
我們的開始　是很長的電影
放映了三年　我票都還留著

冰上的芭蕾　腦海中還在旋轉
望著妳　慢慢忘記妳

＃朦朧的時間　我們溜了多遠
　冰刀劃的圈　圈起了誰改變
　如果再重來　會不會稍嫌狼狽
　愛是不是不開口才珍貴

＊再給我兩分鐘　讓我把記憶結成冰

　別融化了眼淚　妳妝都花了 要我怎麼記得
　記得妳要我忘了吧 記得妳叫我忘了吧
　妳說妳會哭　不是因為在乎

＊再給我兩分鐘　讓我把記憶結成冰
　別融化了眼淚　妳妝都花了 要我怎麼記得
　記得妳叫我忘了吧 記得妳叫我忘了吧
　妳說妳會哭　不是因為在乎

Repeat ＃,＊,＊

Love this song.
Jay's voice is always filled with so much feelings.

Went out with my popo, my aunt & her husband ytd.
They wanna watch Ah long Ptd Lte, so I tag along, since they got 4 free tickets.
Ah, this mean I watching for the 2nd time.
Mark Lee nvr fails to make me laugh. Lol

& now I know, JingTing has been posted to the same course&poly with me. Heehee
You know, it's great to have someone you know in a new environment right?

I wanna shop at This Fashion leh.
Saw one really nice top at only $8!
& I wanna buy the Kappa shoe.
Mommy, pls go to Lot 1 with me on the weekends okay?
Haha.

& lastly, Happy Birthday to Joan Ang Si Min.
Love ya.
Muackssssssssssssssssss

Didn't blog ytd cause Im chionging another show (Again. Haha).
This show is old lah, I know.
Im watching My girl the whole day.
Love the cute couple.

I got into NP .
IT course.
Anyone entering the same course & poly with me?
Heh.

Heard that a lot of ppl got into NP.
Good Good.

& lastly, March issue of seventeen is nice (though I just flipped through a few page),
cause Im busy just now.

Well , I think I'm going to Sentosa Flowers 2008 tmr.
& Im having dinner at Bukit Batok tmr with all the Hakkas?
This is the second yr I've been going.

& one of my cousins pisses me off so much on tuesday,
so now when I see him, my temperature start to rise.
So damn freaking angry at him. BRRRRRRR
I know it's a small matter, but I can't help but being mad at him.
I feel that it's kind of an insult for me.
He don't even dare to look at me now.
Woo, am I really so fierce?
Hahahaha.


So here's one sentence to all the guys,

"得罪谁都好, 就是不要得罪女人"

Im catching the movie "Ah Long Ptd Lte " with my mother on wed.
Like finally. Lol
I used the milk mask ytd & I think it's quite good (:

My lil cousin. Love her! She's so cute right? haha


With Yvonne (:



With another cousin Jian Wei.

I sure look tired here & I really am.

Well, I guess nothing interesting happened this CNY.
So I've got nothing to blog.
I only got one thing to say, which is I'm really tired after going to so many ppl's hse.

& lastly, I wanna watch Ah Long Pte Ltd!!!!!!!!!!

Busy these few days.
Maybe I'll blog tmr.
Loves to all my friend. (:

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

Repeat chorus

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do




Having reunion dinner tonight...

My spree items . Lol . (masks + Blackhead remover + eye mask)


Blackhead Remover Stick. I think it is quite good in getting rid of those black head. Worth buying (:
Cucumber eye mask. Have'nt try it yet. Gonna try it tonight. ^^


Without edits.

Watch 鬥牛·要不要 episode 12 ytd.
I think it's kinda boring.
Episode 13 is going to be very exciting from what I see from the preview.
Can't wait for next monday. Haha.
& I think for 鬥牛·要不要 , it only has 14 episodes, so this mean the show's going to finish!
I want to buy the VCD what it comes out(:

Trying the eye mask tonight, & trying the face mask tmr,
Then I will be very pretty on Thursday . Lol ignore me.
Im very excited for this year CNY(I don't know why).
Tmr we'll be having reunion dinner with my whole family. Good Good.
& not forgeting the ang baos from aunts & uncle. Lol

On the first day, we will watch Jack Neo
movie (which I have been watching for the past few years).
Jack Neo, Im your loyal fan okay. Haha
I want to watch Jay Chou's movie also.

Anyway, my father & mother went royal sporting house ytd.
They both got a pair of shoe, not fair right.
So one of these days, I'm going to bring my parents to Royal Sporting House
& ask them to pay for my shopping. Haha

& my blog song is a song which I found it on my Ipod ytd.
I've got like close to 400 songs so I can't finish listening to it in 1 day right.
So these few days, I've found a lot of nice songs on my Ipod.

Alright ending here.
Bye

2 days to CNY
1 day to CNY eve.

Singapore's so cold this few days.
Hope it snows one day.
Haha, I know I am day-dreaming.
Lol

Went for lunch at my popo hse,
then accompany for her accupunture(Shld be.)
Waited for her like 1 hr+, then shopped at shop&save etc.
When I reached home, I am feeling a lil hot(Lol, Im contradicting.)
& did some skipping(need to be in shape for CNY. Haha).
I can't see any link between"When I reached home, I am feeling a lil hot"
& "did some skipping", but I need to put some words to make this post longer, so yeah. (:

Im collecting the spree items I've bought from my popo hse later, can't wait....

& CNY is reaching in 3 days.
Yeah!

The poster pasted on the wall (:

The reason I didn't blog ytd is because I'm so sick .
I can't get up from the bed & I've no strength to even take a cup of water.
Pathetic right?

Alright, I was exaggerating. Lol
But I was really sick ytd.
The flu became more serious, had a hard time ytd.
& my throat hurts a lil.
So I got no mood to go online ytd.

Today, Im feeling so much better.
Im so active today. Haha.
Hope to get well before CNY.

This few days I've been helping my mother with the spring cleaning.
Tired okay.
I want to have smooth hand for the CNY okay. Haha.
Some pics~

How clean is my door?

After cleaning, sparkling clean! Haha

My wallpaper on comp ^^

Feeling so much better today.
Not emo anymore(:
But I think I'm going to fall sick?
My throat is feeling very dry & I'm having a minor flu now):
I always fall sick during CNY period! DUH~

My father came back from N.Z ytd.
He become so dark & gain more weight. Hahaha
Bought almond nuts & key chains.

& CNY is like less than 1 week. Kinda looking forward to it.
Get to wear nice clothes, recieve loads of ang baos, gather with my cousins.

Look at my photo. Saw the eye bags?
Having eye bags is normal, but I'm not working or what.
So why are the eyebags still becoming bigger ?

& my dark eye circle is getting blacker. x_x




Went youtube to look at 賀軍翔 videos. Cool~